I can't really be bothered anymore

So like, is there really any point?
I mean, even if we don't admit it out loud, we never see eachother any more and like, to be honest, we really aren't the same.
The way we used to be.
And whatever, it's cool and stuff, its just like I'm pretending nothing ever happened and its stupid.
Something happened.
And there are a whole lotta people that are more fun than me that know you a whole lot better than me right now.
Lets put it out in the open.
So it isn't awkward anymore.

We have different friends.
And I'm moving in a different direction.
Because of the people I hang out with.
Like, I can feel myself slowly learning to talk in a girly way, and shriek about shoes, and flick back my hair.
Anything to fit in, right...
?