True Love Awaits- Radiohead

Is it awkward that I was just listening to this song and it made me cry?
I don't think I can describe how beautiful this song is.
And how powerful.
And how sad it makes me.
And how happy it makes me? But happy in that way where it hurts you in the chest and you... yeah start crying.
God this band is amazing. All you have to do is look at the lyrics to Creep and you just get it.
Since that's exactly how i feel right now.

"When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

I don't belong here..."

Its so true. It is so, so true.
I'm just going to listen to true love awaits for an hour now.
The live version is mindblowing.

Actually ynow what im NOT leaving yet.
Deal with it bitches.
THE PROBLEM IS MY LIFE IS ACTUALLY GOING REALLY SWELL RIGHT NOW EXCEPT FOR THAT NIGGLING DOUBT THAT I'M TOTALLY OUT OF PLACE AND NOT AT ALL WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE, AND ALSO THAT NIGGLING DOUBT THAT COMES WITH YOU GENERALLY BEING THERE.
i feel like I'm being myself. I think I'm being myself. Am i being myself?
The problem is I want to discuss things. With people. I want to discuss books with someone. And have long discussions about the world with people, discussions about stuff like poetry and philosophy and whatever. AndI want to spend hours talking about folk and darren hanlon. I want to talk about politics with people, and I don't care if that isn't cool.
People that know so little about politics piss me off so much. I actually prefer people that love Liberal if they actually know something about politics, and have half a brain. its the ones that know bugger all that piss me off. Even if they're like, OH YEAH I LOVE THE GREENS HAHA EW LIBERAL, when you don't even know anything about the greens or the liberals except the libs are conservative and the greens are 'FORWARD THINKING!' Like seriously, watch the news for once instead of chasing cats down the street. THERE WAS AN ELECTION ON, HELLO?!
Anyway yeah. I think it would make me happy to never have to try and be normal again. I want to leave normal behind. I want to leave everything behind. Especially you. Since you make me unhappy. Very much so.