So it seemed my secret tumblr is no longer a secret, and is now simply a tumblr.
Since at least 5 people know about it now, and its been linked on facebook.
Yay.
Ynow why I kept a secret tumblr?
Because it meant I could say anything, anything at all, without having to worry about someone reading it and judging me.
It was like a release.
i could say whatever was on my mind, no matter how buried within me it was, and know that nobody would see it.
It was like screaming as loud as you wanted to because nobody could hear you.
But then people saw it.
And I had to delete things.
And edit things.
And reword.
Because theres still some things buried so deep nobody knows them.
Not even the half of it.
But now I have to watch myself again. Because people are watching. And I'll go through things in my head to see how they sound, to see if they make me seem cool.
And I'll hold back.
And it'll suck.
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