There is a towel on my floor. Has my room ever been this messy?

'Every nights exaggerated, but thats nothing new. These cardboard towns are all we ever knew.
But underneath our conversation, an unspoken truth. That if you wait for me I'll wait for you.'

My back hurts and I'm sore and tired but I won't sleep because thats what I do these days.
And while we're at it, let's spend more time not saying anything, shall we? Because if you're waiting for me to say something, dont count on it. I never say anything. Audacity was never really my thing. But honesty is. Push me. Ask me a question and I'll give you an answer.
You won't get to know me if you say the wrong things.
I promise you I can be more interesting than this.
I don't want to turn everything into a joke. I don't want to constantly be immature and detached. I don't want to act like I'm miles away from the rest of the world, floating on this lonesome cloud up in the sky and commenting on.. the weather.
We all have a way of coping with things.
You should see me alone. I'm awesome then.