For Ind- the one I should stop awkwardly admitting my shit too

So apparently I do too many depressing blogs.
Probably true.
But still. I do depressing blogs because life is depressing and NO STOP THAT CAITLIN THIS IS A HAPPY BLOG.

Something that makes me happy is having baths while wearing clothes.
And.... watching my life as liz because shes so prettttyyy and cool and cool and cool.
And listening to Dexy's Midnight Runners- GOOGLE THEM! THEY'RE JOYFULLY LAME!
And watching shitloads of porn. LOL JKS IM NOT EVERY GUY AT CAREY.
And sitting alone in the living room at 11.00 at night and listening to 'first day of my life' on repeat and being awfully sad but happy because that song makes me awfully sad in a good way.

I like it when you read songlyrics and they sound like poetry.
I like when things sound like poetry.
I like how we're not really that different, you and I. I like how nobodys really that different.
I like how this blog post HAS JUST TURNED DEEP AND OH GOD IM SORRY IND.

Back to topic.
Something funny is when everyone thinks the people i find hot are ugly.
even though i know im the only one thats right. and they're all stupid.
dont try and tell me irish boy isnt hot. irish boy is hot. irish boy owns hotness
Irish boy would hurt to touch, because you'd get burnt. like when you touch hot plates.
only he wouldnt be a plate. he'd be a guy. and you can screw guys.
SO WORK THAT ONE OUT.
HAHA! SEE WHAT I JUST INITIATED? ME, SCREWING IRISH BOY. THATS FUNNY. SINCE I WAS TOTALLY NOT THINKING ABOUT SCREWING HIM.
AT ALL.
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